9.14.2012

Super Ego Monster (part 1)

A've been waiting for you so long. A've been waiting among hours and days. And, here you are. You're walking on the surface of my ashes while the breeze moves your hair forming waves in the horizont.
- Hi, Mister Ego Monster. How are you? - A said.

Mister Ego Monster didn't say a word. Instead of talking, his gaze reached the sky. He looked like he was searching something in the night. He seems to have lost his shadow. However, A know Mister Ego Monster is just a huge shadow of cruelty. Or, A'm wrong, maybe Super Ego Monster is a person like me. And he's just lost in the middle of nothingness. Just as me.

A'm also lost in the middle of a dark broken place. A'm lost in a night without stars. A pretended to be the moon, just to guide my beloved Super Ego Monster. Although I tried it so hard, Super Ego Monster hadn't find a light on me yet. This is so sad for me to hear. A wonder if A'm dark enough to him to be his pain, or I'm just the dessert of a big meal of collapsed bleeding bodies.

-Well, you didn't answer to me, Super Ego Monster. - A said.- I love you, Super Ego Monster. I love you so much that you can take my soul and make whatever thing you want with it. No matter if it's forbidden or not, you can do it.
- I will not sell your soul. I just want to seal it in my skin. - Super Ego Monster said in a rude way.
- Well, you want, so take it.