I feel really bad when I can't put a little happiness in a little small heart. When I see how is him following the way of darkness, I feel guilty. I always have been the Godness of dark sadness. And him always makes me smile. I don't care if it seems to be selfish, but it is wonderful when him is happy, and not feeling blue. More than when he makes sad himself, thinking about some tiny stupid things. Above all, I find him like a God...
Like a my own God.
