- Why are you always upset with yourself?
It is never enough, I pretend be happy when there's everyone around me. However I'm just hiding my torn ego inside of a smiling mouth, whose theet are like knives. I't doesn't matter how are the rest, I think I have my own way to be, and everyone else have beautiful ways to live. When I look forward myself, I find me good enough. But I don't have any comparision with the rest! I have a piece of nothing between my heart and my lungs.
It is a hate soup. And I taste it, is not hot enough, but it isn't too cold. It's just a hate soup. I drink it for breakfast, for lunch time and I bath in it.
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- I don't want to take part in a society.
- Why not?
- Because people makes lots of comparisions among themselves. And I don't have any comparision with anybody.
- You have it, and you know.
- No. I feel better with myself when I reste alone, than when I'm in a group.
- That's why you hate society.
- Yes. And don't forget. I'm an human, I make comparisions with other people, taking the worst part in each comparision.
