It's supossed I'm special for you. However, I find myself begging you, needing to be with you. It's just how lonely I feel with you despite of "being with you".
I guess, I must be really special -ironically- because I have my moment with you. Because my moment with you is when we fuck, so I wonder, that is what make me special? Because I fuck with you.
Then you can wonder as many times as you need, why it isn't the same as when we started.
You haven't realised you have forsaken me already. You say, we both can be boring. Or just that it isn't the same as with more people. OBVIOUSLY it isn't the same. Sometimes I need you as my boy, not as my friend. I enjoy the same as you, but just why don't have you any need of being with me sometimes? It's supossed we're togheter, it's supossed we want to be togheter. Why I'm the only one begging to be with you?
